sleep wanted

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im SO tired nowadays..

im ALWAYS ALWAYS TIRED...and its not just sleepy tired anymore. its my body aching lazy to anything kind of tired. its so hard to concentrate on anything that requires me to sit still..i wonder if i have some kind of attention deficit disorder...

OH NO! my blog is TOOOOOOO biased

It needs more BAZINGGA !

so here are some random things you COULD do, if you are bored(or not) :

-dance the cancan when techno or hip hop starts playing at your local club

-Go somewhere new ( college,event,mall etc.) and make as many new friends as you can

-bum around in KL at night...looking at the lights,people, and sounds

-have a rave party in your room

-Prank call a friends friend pretending to be gay

-Have a shaving cream (or an kind of cream) fight with some friends

-watching superbad over and over

Got any better ideas? :) PLEASE COMMENT!

Happy

What comes to mind when you hear something like "You might feel the pain but would you love in vain?"

This comes from the song Happy by Leona Lewis

I was listening to it a few days ago and it dawned on me like a lightning bolt. Alot of people especially when they are younger are just in a hurry to get into a relationship for the sake of being able to say " i have a bf/gf " but soon realize oh! relationships hurt and take alot of effort. In some worser cases. They stop believing in love...and stop trying. why? simply because the hurt they never expected...happened. Now, i confess I myself am i a victim of this.

So my only purpose for this post is too acknowledge that this is whats happening around us and to challenge those who have lost sight or never knew how to deal with these kind of relations, to rise above this "haze" that fogs up the REAL picture. We'll do it together :) because i myself only know this much and have ALOT more to learn

1 Million

I wish to share something i learned today :) its pretty simple so please do take a min to read it.

1,000,000,000

What comes to mind when you see that?

To be honest, on my own accord it would mean to me 1 million dollars = riches. But what i learned today has changed my whole perspective.

See the 1 = God...because he is number one , and the 0= are us ( His followers)

The whole "0" thing was quite a reality check for me. I was reminded that i am in fact nothing. But God in me is something, therefore i am something because of him. Only him.

In My Head...i don't just think money and sex

Well imagine...if everything were to be EXACTLY the way you want it to be. your very own "perfect" lifestyle. Wont it be just like ECSTASY FOREVER !

Just to name a few :

-The model boy/girl friend

-The Car

-The Mansion

-The beautiful friends and family of high social status

-The people at your beck and call

Yes wouldn't that be a life. And you CAN have it.....at a price. Hell yeah it has a name, she is called

Sanity

So i asked myself. What the devil do people really want, and when i say people, myself included. Is it clarity, peace, and serenity? I hope the readers(if any)wont mind me being a little straight forward but i feel that nomatter how hard you try or sacrifice. You will never TRULY be rid of all the junk in life. Whats life without "junk", if u know what i mean. There will always be another problem to face whether or not you're Donald Trump or some guy working at the McDs drive through.

and as much as i can write about all this i can't say i've found a solution to this myself. Its really quite depressing if you dwell on it enough. But, i digress. Time for a reality check...

In the end, theres still one thing that drives us all

HOPE

IT IS FINISHED

GOD OF WRATH

Yes you guessed it. The theme for this particular mood board is "God Of Wrath" ( no pun intended ). I just finished it tonight. Been SLAVING over this thing. Especially the crumbling Notre-dame. My soul beckons : PLEASE let me get a good grade for this ! Yes , you , Mr Es Ezren , if by "some" chance you're seeing this.

NOW...on to the presentation, technical drawing, garment making, and fashion show!

Wish me luck

Tuesday was such a scandal

Yes its actually wednesday and im writing about Tuesday. Now aside from what people normally write about their day. I think i wont tell u what i did and what happened. But what i would like to share with you is a list of the things i thought about today. Some of my deepest deepest thoughts of 13/7/2010 :

1. I wanted to take a bunch of thread (1000 m long ) and circle the entire Ikea/curve/ikano diameter if i could

2. oh man all my credit gone in one phonecall

3. Jeremy and i are playing truth or dare :D heh heh

4. I have an odd need to do random things

5. i wonder why Kimberly likes them Korean boys so much

6. Korean boys can b hot sometimes

7. God i need you to teach me more!

8. poor so and so :(

9. Ming Han is a tough cookie

10. i cant sit through a movie on my laptop for nuts :S

The Band!

This post is to introduce to you, my band

From the right hand corner : Ho Ming Yue ( Guitarist / percussionist )

Ho Ming Han ( Guitarist / singer )

Chew Jinyin ( Singer )

Name of band : Three Minute Nights

I'm glad to say we've have played at a couple of gigs already in the short span of 6 months :

1. PJCAD's Cocobongo Party Night

2. KLPAC Fashion Show

3. Help College Talent Night

4. Utah Music Festival

Here's hoping for more to come!

So that's about all i can think of saying right now.

And just in case you're wondering. That sweet picture was taken by Peter Yong.

-END-

It was an impulse!

Hello blog world ! So this is my first taste of what you guys are about. but let me start by saying ; i created this blog to help ease my hurricane of a mind.

Who knew that the thing standing between me and creating this account would be an anxiety attack. A relatively mild one but still .It all began as i started contemplating why life was becoming rather "lack luster". So yeah i guess i just need this as comic relief :)

Now , i know some of you out there might be thinking. Oh gosh she's one to talk. but hey don't judge me just yet :) Thus ends my first blog post.

Peace !